Well I heard from that girl Pepper and she was unhappy that I didn't go up to her place with her that night and bang her. So much for being the nice guy pfft. The other night when I was at work I was making creme brulee and it was pissing me off because it wasn't turning out and I was getting stressed out. Almost felt like I had a panic attack because I had to go out into the back alley and get some air. Felt like I was having pains in my chest like a heart attack. I wonder if anyone in my family ever had any problems like this before? Anyways I met a new girl online named Sarah and she says that she really likes food and is a pretty good cook. I always chuckle when people say they are good cooks cuz I know they suck compared to my culinary skills. I think I want to have my own cooking/food show on tv. I will just travel around and do stuff and people will be like w00t. I am starting to get sick of cooking in this kitchen. I don't have any decent help around me and the owner is a dick. Well he is an alcoholic and he acts like a dick when he drinks so you do the math. I heard this song today about this guy who's dad had dementia and was like shit that would suck if I ever met someone with dementia. He also said his mom battled cancer for over 7 years and eventually she died and he drank all kinds of scotch the night she died and thanked her for everything she did and how he was all bitter at his dad. I am not sure where I am going with this but sometimes when I am cooking I have a lot of time to think. I think I want to start to study transcendental meditation and start to read some Deepak Chopra. I also think I need to start wearing sandals. I have always liked sandals. I never wore Birkenstocks as a kid but I always wanted to cuz they were cool but for some reason I never got them.
I met an Austrian girl named Rhonda who is here for one year studying abroad. It is very interesting the different types of girls that I am meeting online. I was pretty skeptical about internet dating before I joined. Honestly I don't pick up girls in real life anymore now that I can do it so easily online. It is easy to spend $50-$100 going out to a club just looking for a girl. It is much easier to join a good online dating site and do all the searching without spending time and money at a bar. Even though they have a monthly fee it is still cheaper and easier then going out to meet girls. Also you can juggle 10+ girls at once so you always have stuff on the go and none of them know each other
I wish I would have started to date online much sooner.
