I have gone out a few times with Fiona but I still have not slept with her. I figured I would have been able to bang her by now but it just hasn't worked out. I am not sure if she is the right girl for me. What I decided to do this morning is to start punking her off. I am going to cancel my plans with her for this weekend and she how she responds. I have been giving her far too much of my time without getting any poon. That shit does not fly and that is not how I roll. It will be interesting to see how she responds when I start to be cold on MSN and shit. I need to test her and see how much she really likes me, hell I might even come right out and ask her why we haven't had sex yet. I should really do that because I said I was going to try and be as honest as possible this time around when it comes to dealing with women and shit but that is easier said than done. Let's see how this tactic goes first. It's always what I wanted to have a chick that is cool and understands me and tolerates me and has a nice personality and is not a dead fish. I don't know why I keep meeting this women that have no personality or passion. Maybe I am being punished for something I did in another life.
I wish you would step out from that ledge my friend. I used to love that song and I think now that I am older I really get what he was saying. Anyways like I said before I was talking to like 8 different girls. That number is down to like 4 now. Some of them I simply never see on MSN anymore so I can only assume that they have deleted me from their contact list or maybe even blocked me lol who knows. So I got these 4 different girls that I am working on. A couple of them actually have a personality which has been nice. Sometimes I meet girls and then get them on MSN and then once I start talking to them on MSN they just sit there and I have to ask them a million questions and they never ask me any. The thing is, that some of them will literally just sit there and answer anything I ask them. They are very forthcoming but they never initiate anything and I think that speaks volumes about their personality or lack of it I guess. One girl named Monica has 2 kids but she is really hot and she works out 5 days a week. She showed me a picture of her in Cuba last year and she is like ripped with a 6 pack and shit.
I told her we should get together for coffee sometime so on Sunday I told her to meet me at this cool coffee shop called
Walnut Bridge Coffee House. The place is pretty cool inside and it wasn't that busy. I got there a bit early and managed to scope out a nice booth where I could see everything in the place. I dunno why but I like having my back to a wall so I can see everything just like Shane did

Most people will not get that reference unless you have read the book Shane which I did obviously duh. She arrived about 5 minutes late which is fine, sometimes girls arrive really late and that pisses me off because I hate sitting there like a donkey wondering if I got stood up or not. She was really cute in real life and we chatted for a couple of hours there over coffee and I was really impressed by the fact that she DID have passion and did have an interesting personality. I wanted to take the date over to a restaurant so we could grab dinner but she said she had to go and meet her family for dinner and I understood that. I wanted to kiss her when we left but the opportunity never presented itself. I have been chatting with her a bit since then and she wants to go out again this coming weekend.