She was looking fine is the only thing I could think about as I sat there in front of her apartment. Looked much better than she did in her photos I saw online. I guess most people aren't very photogenic. I know I am not. I guess I should back up and tell you about meeting her and stuff. As you know I had Peter my friend the photographer take some pictures of me with his uber setup and man they turned out great. I decided to go with a black and white for my online profile pics. I used 5 pictures all showing me at various angles and in different settings and there are no pics of me with my shirt off. As tempting as it is to put those kinds of pictures up, they are a turn off to a lot of women. As I was reading other girl's profiles some of them specifically said do not bother messaging me if your picture is you with your shirt off. I think you have to build comfort with a woman first and you want to convey the idea of non threatening at first, you can get to the sexy stuff later once they trust you. So yeah redid the profile with the good new pictures tried to make it as intelligent and as classy as possible and that is what is working for me. Of course it means nothing unless I target the right kind of girl that will respond to a profile like that which is what I want.
So far I am talking to 5 girls actively but these are all high quality women that I would hook up with. They have the physical and emotional characteristics that I am looking for however one of them, the one I like the most has two kids. I am not so sure if I want to attach myself to that kind of baggage right now but she seems like such a down to Earth sexy girl. Wow I can hear people yelling "fuck you" and banging around in there kitchen lol. Anyways, you think there are nice places in the world, but then you go there and finally find a nice place and what happens? Someone yells fuck you or someone writes fuck you and then you are depressed again realizing that no nice places exist in the world. That is a reference from The Catcher in the Rye in case you don't know. If you haven't read that book then well you are behind in the times yo. Anyhoo, so I'm waiting in line at the bank, oh wait that's Andrew Dice Clay... oh yeah so I'm chatting with this girl who has the two kids and she is all like we should go out for coffee sometime and I am like sounds good so we met up 3 days ago at this coffee place here in Philly called La Colombe Torrefaction Inc. It is all swanky and shit. Oh wait I was first talking about another date I had... I will tell that story later this one is more recent.
Her name is Fiona and and she is really petite and 27. She works in a lab as an assistant which sound kinda cool and I can picture her with those cute glasses on and a white lab coat

We sat and had coffee and I was just looking at her the whole time like damn this girl is so cute. She is attractive and hot and shit but cute was the word that kept popping up in my mind. I like cute girls. She told me she was in a long term relationship and she was wary about guys cuz her last guy cheated on her and now she is not sure what to trust. There wasn't much I could say to that, I mean words means nothing. We sat there for a long time and drank coffee and talked about various things and life in general, though my thoughts may be wrong, they may even be perverted, she'll hear me out and won't easily be converted to my way of thinking. In fact she will often disagree. Those are lyrics from the song "Somebody" by Depeche Mode. Anyways, so after we were done coffee I asked her if she wanted to go out for dinner but she said no because she had to do a lot of work that night for the next day for some big project so we just said goodbye outside the coffee shop but I was able to kiss her before she left. I have been chatting with her all the time now on the phone and gonna see her again this weekend.